today is my 20th birthday!
its nothing exciting. especially since birthdays are never great days for me. for the past two years, my birthdays have sucked. *tries to avoid flashbacks. i have a feeling that this year will be no different. you know that *icky feeling in your tummy? the uncomfortable, unknown burden sitting on top of your heart, weighing it down? yup. thats how i feel. i dont know why...
maybe its because i still dont have an official answer as to if im taking Korean class on Saturday or not? [ i did talk to my mom a bit about class; at first she was ok. and then yesterday, she was like "DONT. TAKE. IT!" and i dont really wanna argue with her about it on my birthday. ergh -__- ]maybe its because i have to work from 930am-5pm today? maybe its because my birthday mani is FAIL! i dont know what it is. but its alright.
but its not all downhill for me. after after work today, my sisters, some friends, & i are going to a Korean restaurant. there was a hot waiter there during the beginning of summer but toward the middle of summer, he disappeared. lets hope he makes an appearance ;) after dinner, im not quite sure what we're gunna do. but its all good with me.
oh, and this post has no ties in with nails, cause my birthday mani sucks. and im trying to fix it right now. haha
anyway, off to work in a bit.
enjoy your day!,